First we were lovers, then we were friends. Now I’m just her dealer.
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slowly creeping in there into myself creeping into my skin creeping into the core the blood stream the stomach and the spirit. i’m meant to make things sound a little softer at the edges, even the decaying things and i shouldn’t complain, i should remember to breathe and decipher and talk about more important stuff and hope. back into that eerie place where i find it hard to exist in me, where everything rustles, where even my voice sounds like calamity to my own self. i want to reach for something somewhere and remember there is no where. is this who and where i thought i’d be? is this how i still measure things? is this how i always grow tired? is this what lonely will always feel like - like a steady inhabitant of my body that grows larger with my mood, with every broken heart, with every disappointment, with every time i let myself down? and to be loved, to be loved seems an unbearable thing, a thing i cannot recall outside a washed out memory of a name or two. i want to be softer with myself, but like limescale at the bottom of the kettle how do you get soft when you are so much hard clogging yourself up?
|14th Aug 2014✧19:0938,961 notes|
So many amazing female artists in music right now. Seems like females are the only ones that speak with substance nowadays…
it’s not deeper than color. this is 100% about color, and it goes on every day. it’ll continue to go on and they’ll continue to keep committing these crimes against humanity. people will find a million ways to justify all that’s wrong in these situations, simply because of the color of our skin. these people are being murdered in broad daylight, yet their lives are never justified, it’s never justified that they have a right to live regardless of their circumstances or their life choices. the only things being justified is their senseless death. and the fact that this is 100% about the color of their skin makes it so much easier for people to justify lives being stripped away immorally. it’s all a shame, beyond unfortunate, and it hurts that it can all be so easily justified.
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